For the past seven years i wake up to depression, anxiety, regret and any other negative emotion you can think of.I pray for release from a world i dont belong in anymore that makes no sense to me. I have no hope.
Ive gotten no relief from mental health system and at some point may find myself in the street at the age of 65 or older.
Im sorry to vent like this I cant hold it back. I pound myself every day. I just want it to end.