Hi everybody....as some of you may know, my daughter-in -law has been seriously ill, having been treated for a brain tumour then contracted MRSA. It's now 4.50am & I & my family have come home from Hospital, having said Goodbye to her for the last time. She suddenly went downhill yesterday afternoon & the Doctors said there was nothing more they could do for her. Mercifully she didn't linger & is now at peace & in a far better place, re-united with her baby who passed away 6yrs ago soon after birth. My daughter is with my son & Grandson but I've come home to my own house as I need the time on my own. I then realised that I wanted to talk but who can I ring at this hour ? So I came on-line to the site I am so used to. I'm not going to rant about the unfairness of life because there's no point....I did that when Frank passed away & it didn't make any difference.
At the hospital, I did go outside, round the corner & let out an almighty scream or two...probably frightened a few people but don't really think there were too many around so early in the morning. We as a family are just going to have to get on with it.....8tr old Jake is now our main priority.
I could go on for ages but won't. So I'll just say...Take care & try to keep smiling.
Love Hazel B xx