ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! - Just needed to let that out!
Dad is still shaken from the big falls he's been having recently and so are the rest of us.
It seems to be a very steep uphill struggle at the moment, as Dad gets worse.
Just having one of those days where you cry and think 'Why him?'
My brother (14) spoke to his youth worker and said how he's scared that he'll go into care (he won't, even if something happens to my Mum, then I'll be his guardian). It all just seems to be building up and I think we are waiting for the lid on this pressure cooker to blow off!
Its getting very scary thinking that we're nearly in the 8th month of the year and doctors aren't convinced Dad will make it to 2012. It's his birthday 9th August. What do I get him? I don't want to get him anything 'Super Dad' like because that's not us. I can't get him anything that would be "useful" because there isn't anything useful!!