It’s been 8 weeks since you left this earth my sweet Momma, and my heart and soul misses you like nothing I have ever experienced in my lifetime.
I continue to fill my days with scouting and meeting new people as I travel non-stop … trying to keep busy … In the quiet moments … my soul cries and the thoughts fill my heart —- how do I live without you. I find myself wanting to call you, as I have so many times over the years; sharing the latest discoveries and audition videos of my next star!
I was blessed with a Momma that never failed to tell me how proud she was and the depth of love she had for her children and grandchildren.
Losing my Momma has rearranged my world. I see you in every sunset. I know that I have to somehow embrace grief - for grief exists only where love lived first.
Rest Easy my sweet Momma
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we never stop grieving do we or loving or remembering o the wonderful memories of there existence. LOVE that’s what it’s all about everlasting eternal LOVE 💗 xxx Maggie
Remember she's not left you, she maybe hidden from view but she's is still in your heart. Don't be too busy. You need time to grieve, it's part of the healing process. xxx
Sending you so much love, grief is so tough especially when you really loved the person, I still struggle 4 years on from losing my lovely husband but I do think with time you find ways of coping more than you think you ever will. The most important thing is giving yourself the space and time. I read somewhere that grief is like a balloon in a box, when the balloon touches the side you feel intense pain and sadness, when you first lose somebody the balloon is full and squashed against the sides. As time passes the balloon becomes smaller and floats around the box but still the sides and gives us pain and sadness but as the balloon becomes smaller with time we have more time when the balloon is floating around, I think this the time when we can get on with our lives remembering the lovely times without feeling as much pain and sadness. I probably haven’t explained that as well as when I first read it but it has certainly helped me, when I am having a sad day, I think of that balloon and try to push it back away from the sides of the box but no matter how small it gets it will always hit the side occasionally. I think you are doing really well and still managing to embrace life to the full which is exactly what your dear sweet momma would have wanted love Sarahx
I love the photo of you and your Momma. The early days and it is still very early for you are incredible painful, please be kind to yourself. Being busy is great ( I know) as it takes away time to think and feel the pain. But you have to come up for air sooner or later - getting a balance is difficult particularly when you have had so much to juggle these last few years.
You always have beautiful words. I've been thinking about you so glad you posted, keep remembering those lovely memories. Sending big hugs your way. xx
So lovely to hear from you. The love that you have for your momma is truly pure. I feel the same way about my mum. You did your momma so very proud. I wish to do the same for my mum. Grief never ever goes away they are always in our hearts. We just carry on with the world. So much love and hugs to you.!🌹
I have been thinking of you and your Mum often. You both have been such an inspiration for me during our psp journey. You will figure out this new life and will continue to make your Mum so proud. Peace and love to you and your family. Linda
Kim, I have been thinking about you and your Momma and wondering how you are doing. The thing you said about wanting to call her...I used to call my Mom 2 or 3 times a week on my ride home from work. After she died, I continued to absentmindedly call her on my ride home. My Dad would answer and say "She's still not here". ):
Thank you Richard … thank you so much. I keep reminding myself, I did the best I could in caring for my sweet Momma. Her last two weeks was the hardest journey … and she is at peace - her body is while again. I hope you’re well -Kim
I hope in time the pain will lessen. I am not very religious but I found visiting chapel of some comfort I find different schools of art help and if the pain is great and comes when you least expect it please please reach out to forums helplines etc you love for your mum will always be in there. For some reason I find Mother Nature and animals a great comfort. I hope for you Philip xxx
I think of you often as I lost my mum 5 months ago and look for her every day . I’m the one with CBD . I’m happy she won’t watch me decline but at 60 years old I still want my mum . Love to you xx
I was diagnosed 7 years ago and had symptoms for 2 to 3 years before that . I have been so lucky as really only starting to decline . I hope you feel some peace soon Kim and enjoy life as your mum would have wanted you to . You were / are an amazing daughter.
Ps I still talk to my mum as if she’s here , it helps me so much with those moments I want her ❤️
Thinking of you, like you I am trying to keep busy but it is the quite moments when the lost is so great. i have just lost my husband to p.s.p I had him for six years and he was home with me until the end, we donated his tissue and brain fluid to the brain bank for research into this horrible disease and it will be a great pleasure to help others on his behalf.
I understand all to well … I had Mom in my home for six years as well, full time caregiver for her. I will forever cherish my time with her. Take care of yourself —- sending warm hugs. -Kim
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