Mom is finally at peace after struggling with PSP for years

[pankaj911]

My mom left for her heavenly abode on August 12th after bravely fighting PSP for 7 long years.

I miss her so much all the time. The world is not the same without her. Everything seems dull and dreary and I feel orphaned, left in this big nasty world to fend for myself.

I sincerely hope and pray that now she's in a better place and free of all the pain. I pray that she gets all the happiness that she deserves. 🙏🙏

She left in deep sleep, looking calm, composed, and serene. There is no replacement for mothers. They are divine beings. I was with her for the last 5 years and I wish I could do more for her.

Love you Ma! ❤️🤎💛🧡💜

Thanks to all the HealthUnlocked community members for your guidance and support. 🙏🙏

[AliBee1]

So sorry to hear your news. She must have been so grateful to have had such a lovely caring daughter. Now you need to look after yourself as I am sure that she would have wanted you to do. Don't be hard on yourself as grief is not an easy thing to cope with and like you say you now have a hole where she was. It won't ever go but it will become much shallower as it fills with happy memories instead of sad painful feelings. Big hug AliBee x

[pankaj911 in reply to AliBee1]

AliBee1 Thanks so much! I appreciate your kind words. You are right and I agree with you that it's tough and will take time.

By the way, I am her son (not daughter). Always my mamma's boy. ❤️🙋‍♂️

[Willowden]

Sorry for your loss, take care.

[pankaj911 in reply to Willowden]

Thank you!

[LostinHeadSpace]

My condolences on the passing of your dear mother!

[pankaj911 in reply to LostinHeadSpace]

I appreciate your kind words.

[fishponds]

so sorry for your loss

[AJK2001]

As you say Mother's are unique and we have such a special relationship with them. I hope you find solace in that she passed peacefully and that all the support you have given her meant she didn't have to face this journey alone and how much comfort that must have given her.

Be kind to yourself now, each one of us copes with grief differently, don't beat yourself up if today doesn't turn out to be a good day, but do remember your Mom would want you to continue to live your life as well, fully and happy as you can, That's mother's, they want the best for their chldren, even when they can't be with them to share it. xxx

[pankaj911 in reply to AJK2001]

I completely agree with you. I am trying the best I can. Thanks so much for your love, support and guidance.

[LuisRodicioRodicio]

A big hug.

Luis

[pankaj911 in reply to LuisRodicioRodicio]

Thanks and hugs to you!

[Sebuly14]

Warm hugs and condolences.

[lesauerbach]

So sorry for your loss.

[Runner333]

So sorry for the loss of your Mom. Bet she was very proud of you. All the best to you.

[pankaj911 in reply to Runner333]

Thank you!

[Motts]

Sending gentle hugs... Granni B

[pankaj911 in reply to Motts]

Thanks much.

[daddyt]

So very sorry for your loss🙏🙏

Tim

[pankaj911 in reply to daddyt]

Much thanks. I appreciate it.

[Purrlie]

So sorry for your loss, sending a big hug. Purrlie

[pankaj911 in reply to Purrlie]

Thank you and hugs.

[wear1947]

I'm so sorry for your loss. The time of grief lasts as long as you need.

A big hug. Take care of yourself. Elena

[pankaj911 in reply to wear1947]

Thanks, Elena, for the kind words.

[Dance1955]

Dear pankaj911

my heart goes out to you ❣️So sorry for your loss but you really lost your mother 7 years ago but you stayed there with her through it all

we are all here for you doing or done the same thing whether they are at home or in care we are grieving the whole time through this horrible disease that no one understands only us here

Take pride in what you have achieved and accomplished my friend more than any doctors specialists nurses so called friends or family you are a wonderful person who cared just remember that and now go forward with your life and make your mother even prouder

Big Hugs to you 💐

[pankaj911 in reply to Dance1955]

Thanks so much.