My darling husband of only 2 months lost his battle with PSP this evening. I had managed to get him home on 17th Dec after nearly 5 months in hospital. Unfortunately his SATs dropped over the last couple of days and I couldn’t get them up in the early hours despite suctioning through his tracheostomy, giving the nippy ( cough assist machine), upping the oxygen etc. I called for an ambulance and in A&E they basically told me that he wasn’t going to make it and they took us to a side room where we spent the day with him. He died in my arms and I made sure I gave him permission to go, told him I would be ok and told him I loved him over and over and when the end came he looked peaceful. I am heartbroken and numb.