Rog decided yesterday morning at 0230 to let go, i had been sleeping on a bed by his bed for the week, i fell asleep and the nurse woke me gently " he's gone when you fell asleep Julie"
The care at the hospice enabled him to die with dignity , calm and his family and friends around him for seven days. At times it was like the Royle family Christmas special when nanna died, catch it on Youtube if you have never seen it!
The decision was right, i needed to be his wife for those seven days not his nurse.
I'll say goodbye for a while, we will enjoy Christmas, i will return home after, with wise daughter at present.
My thoughts with you all still on this journey
Julie and Delma