I don't know why I am here tonight, I've had some wine and need to share.
Today was the first day I did NOT want to visit my husband.
My son and his partner of 6 years have just sold their house and were looking forward to a move up the 'chain'.
They are planning a baby and wedding (I know they do it back to front these days)!
BUT the worst of nightmares happened.
Yesterday my sons partner lost her 22 year old brother in a heart beat.
He died in a car crash.
This is not my grief, it is my son's partner and her family that are going through the worst of nightmares.
I've said it and can say no more.