Finally after 8 years plus of this wretched illness, P.S.P. Leon took his last breath at 8.30 a.m. yesterday 16.06.2018. He is finally free and at peace. It took 10 days from when he stopped his feeds and fluids. Absolutely horrid to watch, although he was reasonably comfortable. I believe, as he did in euthanasia, however, in N.S.W. it was not an option. You wouldn't put our animals through what we put our loved ones through. There is my rant over and dusted. I am feeling such relief now, he has gone to a much better place. I have friends and family that keep me strong. He (and I) don't want any bells and whistles, no frills for us. A simple cremation, then ashes scattered in Tasmania, Cumberland Valley (Marysville) and Daylesford. Australia. People keep asking about The Service, well there will be lots and lots of celebrations, not just one, of his life. As I continue on my travels around this great country of Australia (I am a Grey Nomad) meeting up with friends and family we will celebrate his life. Already had one yesterday, another today and so on it will go. The way he would have wanted it. My heart goes out to all those out there still suffering. Hugs to you all for being there to support me through this journey. Marg Halliday Howlong N.S.W. xxxxxoooo
Leon's at Peace Now: Finally after 8 years... - PSP Association
Leon's at Peace Now
Yes agree how our loved ones suffer with this horrible illness, may he rest in peace away from this horrible illness. Good luck in your travels sounds amazing xxxx Yvonne xxxx
Thank you. House/pet sitting till 19th October, as I booked them due to Leon being so unwell. Then will hit the road. Always come back for these people though, they have been amazing.
Marg, I'm so sorry for the loss of your Leon. You sound remarkably strong but I understand that grief and loss is still huge, no matter how strong you are.
Your plans to scatter the ashes and your "rolling celebration" sound wonderful! How perfect for a Grey Nomad who couldn't be tied down too one place 
At least he is free!
Many blessings to you 🌟
Anne G.
Thank you, we loved the lifestyle, and did a lot of house/pet sitting. Which I will continue to do, meet so many wonderful people and pets along the way, most have stayed friends and lots of repeat sits. xo
As you say, Leon has gone to a better place. Sad to say goodbye but like you, I felt a sense of relief when my darling left in the same way. I have also travelled a lot since we said goodbye andhave taken C everywhere with me in my heart. Very best wishes to you as you begin your life after PSP.
XxxX
Very sorry for your loss but free from this horrible disease. I want to travel more in Australia but although John is looked after could not leave him for even two weeks. Glad you have travelled so much. Love Tasmania so that's a nice trip for you. Have friends in Launceston xx
Wow, where are you?? Would love to meet some people that I have corresponded with on this site, thought it impossible though. xxoo
We are in Hertfordshire, UK. Have a son in law from Melbourne(Yarra Glen) and friends in Sydney and Tassie. Xx
We actually free camped at Yarra Glen, I was born in Croydon and went swimming at the river in Yarra Glen as a teenager, which is where we camped. Boy does it get cold there. xx
So sorry for your loss my sincere condolences to you. No more suffering for your Leon and may he now rest peacefully. Jxx
Dear Marg, may Leon rest in peace now, free of this hateful illness! Your positivity shines through! X
Hi Marg, that all sounds perfect. Despite what we are all dealing with life still holds much joy and given the opportunity we must embrace living it to the full - time waits for no man. Your positivity is uplifting. Best wishes, HilsandR
Thank you, I feel sometimes, that I should be more DOWN, but then I think nah, he wouldn't have wanted that, so I will continue to celebrate the wonderful life we had together travelling this wonderful country, I will re-visit lots of friends made along the journey and celebrate yet again Cheers and thanks for the support of this wonderful group of people xxoo
Hi Marg, I am so sorry to hear that Leon is no longer with you. May he rest in peace finally free from this evil disease.
You are right, in England I would have been locked up, if I put my dog through, what Steve had to suffer. Like you, I felt an enormous amount of relief that he was finally free from PSP. Now it's me that has to let go. I intend to spend as much time, travelling around the world as I possibly can.
Look after yourself, grief has a nasty habit of biting you on the bum, as PSP use to do, when you weren't expecting it!!!
Sending big hug and much love
Lots of love
Anne
Hello Marg
Loosing your lover and fellow nomad must be hard. Yes, the law can be an absolute ass sometimes.
So I am waiving at you both in celebration of the wonderful journey you have both made and hope that it continues.
Strength to you Marge. You are amazing.
Warmly
Kevin
xx
Hi Kevin_1, you are one of the most positive, influential people I have NEVER met, but feel that I know you so well, you have been a pillar of strength to me. I am so fortunate to have stumbled upon this site, the friends I have met (not actually) have been an amazing influence upon my life. I will keep following others journeys, it is a tough road. Love, Hugs and hopes Marg H Howlong N/.S.W.
We all feel like this. I have been fortunate to meet a few of our family. To a person, I have got on with everyone and the love we feel for each other, on here, is just the same when you meet.
Lots of love
Anne
Hi Marg
Thanks for the good words... but seen me on a bad day? 
Yes, this site has been my lifeline so many good people here.
And you are one of those wonderful voices too. I am so inspired by the care you gave to Leon under such transient circumstances as well as the lifestyle you lead.
I would promote you to Silver Nomad
But do be wary of the Blue Rinse nomads, for they are servants of Mordor!
It's good to know you will be sticking around. Please give us your news from time to time.
Wishing you the closeness of Leon's Spirit.
Warmly
Kevin
xx
Sending condolences marg,also a big hug x
Thank you so much, honestly I don't think people know how much this site has helped me through this horrid journey From the bottom of my heart THANKS everyone xxooo
March. I'm so sorry to hear of your Leon passing. But know that he is finally at peace and not having to fight his body anymore. May your travels be plentiful and always be safe.
Many thanks, the people on this site have been a pillar of strength to me. I will continue our journey celebrating Leon's life, we had 7 great years on the road, before it finally took it's toll and put a halt to our travelling. I will continue and celebrate his life with all the friends we met along the way xoo
So very so for your loss xx
Another beautiful star in the sky, we visited aus and NZ four years ago, thank god we did it then such memories. I am returning in nov as homage to my man, might even sneak a bit of his ashes to sprinkle in the Pacific at Port Macquarie! Be prepared that it will be overwhelming at times.
Julie x
Thank you Julie, especially for the warning, I am sure it will be overwhelming, I am on auto pilot at the moment, I was so so tired. Hugs xxoo
Dear Marg, the end of this dreaded psp disease, I always feel like it is so bittersweet, May he now Rest In Peace, many hugs. Nettie
Sorry to hear about Leon's passing. You sound like great people.
Many thanks, spent my 1st night actually alone last night, so the next chapter begins. Marg xo
A big hug.
Courage and trips to go ahead.
Luis
Thank you, one day at a time xo
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