Hi, Steve.s funeral is tomorrow, well exactly today, it's well past my bed time!
The last few days have been manic, hardly a moment to myself.
I hope we have done Steve proud, with service we have prepared. I'd like to think so, bit late now, if not!
I have to say, this is total shit! I don't know how to feel. I am still so relieved it's all over for Steve and dare I say it, for me too. People keep asking, how am I? How can I say, better than for quite a few years?
I have been grieving since this started,how ever many years ago that was. Surely, there only so many tears that can flow.
I loved my husband, he was literally my other half, he made me whole. Somehow, I have to allow him to be cremated in 14 hours time. HOW????????