I'm hoping some of you guys out there can give me some good information. For background, I had a RP one year ago Wednesday. So far, so good, with stable psa and basically great continence (hooray!). The 3rd leg of the stool has been a bummer tho. I was having moderately severe ED issues prior to the procedure, and surgery resulted in 0% left sparing, 75% right sparing of my erectile nerves.
Using the Salt Lake Huntsman Center's men's health unit for rehab, I wasn't started on low dose trimix until October, with no therapy other than ed-5 ingestion until then. I achieved a 40% erection in office on 10 MLs and received a cheery prognosis. After 8 months, that's close to the best I've come up with, cycling thru low dose to 40 units, high dose to 40 units, and I'm now at 45 units of bimix because the injection and post "erection" pain was so great. To confuse matters, after finally discovering the penis pump, I had one blue steeler at 35 ml high dose trimix that almost sent me to the ER. I could never replicate it again and a few of my latest fairly high dose shots have created no response at all. Generally I get a fluctuating response of up to 80%, but never good enuf for penetration, except once several times ago. Confusing.
I'm despairing of this grim process but am scared of the finality of the implant process. I'm developing what feels like significant scar tissue on both side of my corpus (1/4"+ knobs), and even before that, injecting often required a lot of pressure and patience and pain. I'm worried that I'm doing the injection process incorrectly or missing the bullseye, but I'm doing it where and how they showed me. Burying the 5/8"needle, but sometimes it feels like the juice isn't going into the column and I get side swelling under the skin. The NP doesn't seem to really answer my concerns, I've been disappointed by what seems like the rote process and lack of individualized attention and hands on instruction in injecting. Feels like I'm on my own out here and would love some input from those of you that have gone thru this process. Something I'm missing or time to give it up? Recommends in the desert southwest (I'm in southern Utah)?