After an emotional day yesterday I now feel energised to take on the world,and now my fun self is bouncing back i feel truly blessed.Its been a difficult journey the past 16 months,but having gone to Memorial Woodlands where David is resting I had an overwhelming sense of purpose and need for self preservation,and now wearing David's Wedding Ring i know he is with me every step of the way,and I know he is proud of what i've achieved in a very short space of time so far.
My real friends have marvelled at how i have coped,with endless legal correspondence and business commitments,something i thought i would never be able to master,but i have,and its far from over yet.
When one is part of a couple,and then,suddenly, finding you are totally on your own,is a tough learning curve,a curve you have to master quickly,or it becomes a hairpin bend,as 3 close friends can testify,having been through similar.
There are many doors, now closed forever,but also some new doors to be opened ,which given time will be a new awakening,and a new beginning.
Do care for those you love because in an instance everything can change,and a lifetime is very short indeed.?xx