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Exercise at the bottom of the scale.

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I thought I’d write up my experiences for those of us who are not going to go far or fast, either ever or anytime soon e.g. like me with mobility problems separate from the PMR.

Set baseline I’m 67. I walk at all times with a rollator and have spinal curvature. My left leg is slightly twisted and also slightly shorter than the right, with a more limited range of movement. I can’t stand up straight or walk without hanging on to something. My usual walk is to the nearest patch of grass and trees, about half a mile there and back, bit of mooching around the park, pop into the Co-op, bit of window-shopping. Some of the pavements are terrible and require considerable push. As if the uneven surface weren’t enough, this is Brighton, home of the Royal Society for the Protection of Weeds*. I live alone and look after myself. Bend, stretch, twist, turn, it’s called housework. This has kept me ticking over, i.e. BP etc normal, throughout my 3 years of PMR.

* theguardian.com/uk-news/202...

I hope at least I've given you a laugh.

The rollator enables my life, things that would be a nightmare on two sticks, putting the trash out, taking the laundry to and from the machine. Hi, Amazon, just put it on the trolley, would you, please. Even the delivery of quite large and heavy things is a doddle.

Provided your hands work. You can’t readily push a rollator If your hands don’t work, are weak or painful to use and I was sometimes barely able to lift a half-empty mini-kettle following the Moderna jab infesting my hands. Winter, PMR and mostly the wretched jab had meant I had moved less. For something like 3 months since just before Christmas I didn’t go out at all and I think much more critically cut my ADL (activities of daily living) to the bare minimum to keep me clean and fed. I was not in a good state but decided to sit out the six-month life of the jab and see what happened next before deciding whether to see a doctor. No doctor can do the one thing I’d have wanted: remove the vaccine from my body!

As the 6 m drew to a close, my hands indeed recovered but there were two parting-shots, a magnificent flare, all the symptoms of onset, and no sooner had I got that sorted than my right leg started to give way every few steps. I’ve been sitting on my backside for 3-4 m and now I’ve got muscle weakness. Who’s surprised but N-O, no, being unable to walk a bridge too far. Let’s just take this slowly. 80 paces up and down the forecourt. OK. 100 paces, stiff as a board, as though I’d run a marathon. 130 paces. 130 to 200 was too big a jump and it was two weeks before I felt able to get out and do 250. 300 and I’m out of the forecourt and on actual pavement! The distance goes up. It’s all it has to do, doesn’t matter how fast. My leg is now completely strong, the nightmare of its giving way every three paces a distant memory.

Swimming, yoga class, anything that involves getting there first. And back. Don’t ignore that bit. The whole business of getting a taxi, getting in it, seat or step too high, where’s the handle you cling onto, haul myself up, oof, made it, getting out again, walking to the leisure centre doors and negotiating them, getting from there to the pool, getting changed, finding a locker, repeat in reverse order can sometimes look like a workout in itself, an ordeal. This may of course be due to pain but in my case it's mostly due to what I call PMR of the brain. Another day in exactly the same physical condition, it’s all fine. What’s different is resilience. I suppose, though I don’t remotely know, it’s something to do with the fight/flight response. You have no fight. You just want to sit safe in your little cave away from anything that expects you to actually do something.

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SheffieldJane profile image
SheffieldJane

Both interesting and inspiring!

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Mayadill in reply to SheffieldJane

Thank you.

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powerwalk

👏. We just have to keep going! Great post.

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DorsetLadyPMRGCAuk volunteer

Think some of our newbies should be reading this … and taking on board that life does go on with PMR or GCA.

..and you are correct, resilience is the key -and you obviously have it in spades…. despite the PMR brain

…. and the best efforts of your local council 🌻🌼🌺🌸

Take care

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Mayadill in reply to DorsetLady

Well - deep down. I can do a really good imitation of a wet rag. I felt too inert to go to a family gathering at Easter - there were accessibility issues and it all looked far too much like hard work.

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DorsetLadyPMRGCAuk volunteer in reply to Mayadill

Ah well, we can all do that some days…with or without PMR/GCA 🙈

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Rachmaninov2

Thank you for this post Mayadill, you are an inspiration!💐

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Mayadill in reply to Rachmaninov2

Ooh, me? Thank you!

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The bottom line being - if YOU can manage that, the rest of us probably don't have much of an excuse! Well done.

What I'm still trying to work out is why walking a bit further than usual leaves me so stiff - PMR is supposed to loosen up with activity they claim.

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Mayadill in reply to PMRpro

Thank you! If anything from the tiny amounts of the whole forum I’ve read I’d say ‘the rest of you’ go off in the opposite direction, doing/trying to do too much and getting frustrated and exhausted. You have to start from where you are, not where you think you ought to be, and just see how far you can go, though I guess that’s easy for me to say, being retired and single with no commitments.. Being ill with anything is tiring, even if you’re just sitting in a chair, lot of abnormal things going on in your body, and it’s still working away fixing things like DOMS or your cut finger even if it’s an uphill struggle.

I hadn’t heard that about loosening muscles. It doesn’t seem to be anybody’s experience.

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PMRproAmbassador in reply to Mayadill

Well, in the sense of the pain improves through the day with moving. And that appears quite often in articles about diagnosing PMR:

versusarthritis.org/about-a....

is one of them

And absolutely - the goal posts have moved!

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Mayadill in reply to PMRpro

Oh I see untreated PMR. Lucky people who can actually move without screaming! At onset I screamed literally when they tried to move me to make the bed or wash me. I have never known pain like it. Put on Pred, practically overnight miracle, no pain. Treated PMR? Mercifully my PMR has always been clear-cut, the inability to stand, which is painless, and pains in my shoulders and shins. Overall apart from the jab farce I don’t have any pain, bar occasional twinges in the shoulders and sometimes very mild and largely ignorable sore shins. If I started to experience all-day pain I’d simply put the Pred up and get rid of it. I guess I’m lucky in that Pred and I have an excellent relationship. Apart from a bit of indigestion I’ve never had any side-effects.

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PMRproAmbassador in reply to Mayadill

Same here!

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Mayadill in reply to PMRpro

The first thing with me is always the hips, the inability/unwillingness to stand. At onset this was the Real McCoy, total inability to get the bottom to rise whatever I did. In its weakened form of start of flare it’s just plain weird. Sit on edge of bed. Brain says I’m going to stand up now. Hips don’t hear. Try again. Eventually the message gets through, almost like you need to find the right wavelength! I’ve thought of it like that, twiddling a radio dial. Come in. Do you read me? Over. But when I do rise gracefully up it’s fluid, as though there’s nothing wrong with my hips, with no pain or stiffness. So you’ve got an automatic movement you’d otherwise do without thinking that you have to make a conscious act, but there’s no apparent physical need for that. O is this not a fascinating disease.

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PMRproAmbassador in reply to Mayadill

I've tried to explain this feeling your body won't do what you want it to - the one I would notice was trying to change bedding! Getting a duvet into its cover is a nightmare - and that is single ones, Forget double ones ...

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