Just back from Endocrinologist appointment having been referred by my GP as I approach the rocky road of below 5mg. I wasn’t in the mood to be pushed around today and the touch paper was lit by his theory that I never had GCA and it is a neurological problem because I described my initial pain as burning and the Pred got rid of it so quickly (huh?!). I did say that that was regarded as diagnostic by the Rheumy and anyway, I know what neuralgia feels like and what about my sight problem and jaw claudication? He did say my age (55) was ok for GCA though, which is something. He may be right but I do detest sweeping statements based on not much.
Anyway, he said my Synacthen test showed my adrenals can work but that I need to challenge them now. Ok, I’ll give him that. My Irritometer started to smoke when he said as far as the Rheumy is concerned I no longer have GCA and can reduce from 5mg however the Endo’s see fit which is 1mg per 2 weeks to 1mg, then another Synacthen test. I politely said that I failed to see how the Rheumy can say this given that a) I’m still on Pred b) They can’t see inside my body and c) This is an autoimmune condition with a duration of at least 2 years and I’m 18 months in. I pointed out the stress on my body of three weekly drop in Neutrophils doesn’t help, but he didn’t really get it because he said, “but Neutrophils are for fighting infection and is nothing to do with this”. Big sigh. He got the consultant in and I told her that whilst I’m more than happy to challenge the adrenals I am having to cope with a far from restful domestic situation and am not prepared to risk my GCA management for the sake of getting down to zero ASAP. I said I know my body and will act accordingly and rest assured I hate being on Pred and am motivated not to see it as a gum drop. She was very nice and decided I wasn’t stupid so left it that I try to get on to 4.5mg proper to really challenge the adrenals because pussyfooting with 4.5mg nestled in mostly 5mg won’t be as effective. I have been spending a month trying to do more than two days on the trot on 4.5mg but I’m wiped out by the end of day 2. I also need to change my dosing from 5pm to 6am, which I could see is sensible as an ACTH surge happens at night and that may be knobbled by the Pred flooding in then. You never know, that alone might help me feel better later in the day. So, I’m going to cancel my engagements, tell the kids to step up even more, the dogs to walk themselves so I can dip my toe in the water and see where it goes on 3 days of 4.5mg.
Onwards and downwards (carefully)