Where are we with being able to talk honestly about self injecting? So I've been self injecting every other day since September 2023, buying supplies in 6 months worth batches. I've realised (don't you just hate the fact this disease makes you so thick at times!) having had a really crappy January that the efficacy of my ampoules had waned. Looking back, I was pretty low last summer, and dreadful the previous January & February. One fresh shot, and I'm a changed woman.
So, hey ho, I now have enough ampoules to inject every day and intend to only get 3 months' supply at a time, max.
Part of the reason I bought the maximum amount I could, was worry over being able to access supplies. It just makes me so angry I can't just walk into a pharmacy and get this and I can't talk to my 🤬🤬🤬 Doctor about it.
I keep remembering times I'd forgotten, about how my lousey memory and tiredness screwed things up in the past. And I'm very angry about a missed chance to give me loading doses that my then GP missed, in 2013. An ENT specialist spotted my B12 was low, gave me a shot and told me to tell my GP I needed 2 weeks more. I went to my GP he looked blankly at me, of course did another blood test, that of course showed I was fine! 10 long years of downward spiral, career decline, marmite and Floradix addiction, not coping with my mother, who, guess what, didn't have dementia, she had a vitamin B12 deficiency treated with pills. And now I still can't get the GP to give me a clear diagnosis, because I tested negative for antibodies. 🤬🤬🤬
Rant over!!
I suppose I have to be positive, you need to have energy to be angry 🤣 😡 😆 😴