Hi everyone! I feel like I am losing my sanity from exctuiating entrapped nerve pain in rectal anal area from pudental neuralgia . It has been five years now and I have been EVERY where The burning is constant now and pain after I have hit five years. Every pain management, injections, medications. Have had alternative treatments. This never stops for a minuit. There s no sleep. On top of this I have spinal cord injury and am now losing feeling in legs and feet. Afraid of losing my legs. Going all through test now for this. They tell me it is too far gone for PN except medication. I take Percocet, Neurontin, but have tried many other pills wit no relief. I am home bound with all this. I d not write much as I feel people don't want to hear any more. I see a psychologist every week. who is ls also a friend and don't know what I would do without her. Its like having a blow torch up my butt. Can never sit, walk a little with walker r stand a little. In bed with ice most of time. Ice better then any pill. I just feel I am going to lose my mind. Of course I am full of anxiety and depression. I refuse to give up---but there is loss of hope with so much agony. I am in US. I have neurogenic bladder and bowel. Have to self-cath and dis-impact, can't do this much longer either. Am now with a neurologist who is very honest with me. Have nerve pain everywhere, especially back too. Please help if you can by just listening to me! I know you are all suffering. I keep thinking I did something o deserve this!!! Please pray! I do for all of you each day.
I am getting so I just cry from the pain---don't know what else to do with it!!!!
Thank you for reading this! Hugs & Blessings!!!