thanks to everyone for their replies/likes last night. im sorry, had a few beers because i was so sore but no excuse.
just seems so unfair on us all.
without trying to work up a hornets nest, im realising that drinking isnt doing me any good, puts me into "poor me" window.
has anyone had any luck with weed? tried it a few times but done nothing, appetite fair picked up though lol, jim