Ive been getting progressively worse over the past couple months im not sure how to deal with any of this anymore. I feel like giving up already. I post this to vent I have no one in my life who understands what I have going on in my life. I get judged and feel so alone. I'm so depressed. I can't pull myself or of this. I go to the doctor on the 20th and the first thing the MA told me was you know we do not prescribe pain meds right. honestly I don't care about that I just want answers and some one to listen. They make me feel like I'm crazy. Am I? Should I just give up? I don't know what to do anymore. I can't stand this anymore. I just want help. I need help.