I didn't get up until 12.0 noon, after a night of having difficulty sleeping, going over and over in my head things I wish I had handled differently over the last few years. Is this the chemo making me maudlin? I have had anti-scikness tablets today, I feel uncomfortable in a restless way, yet tired too, it's driving me mad wanting to do things around the house yet not having enough energy, I ironed one shirt and had to sit down, it's so frustrating. Hubby went to work at 6am and is home at 7 tonight, with another early start tomorrow, he has been good but says he feels like he doesn't know what to do to help, I don't think I need help I just want to get out of bed get dressed and do normal things.
I'm having menopausal night sweats still, I don't know how long they will go on for, and I have the most vile taste in my mouth which is encouraging me to eat so the taste goes away, trouble is it comes back. I feel so miserable tonight, sorry ladies, I think being home alone means writing it down might make me feel better. Does it wear off before the next chemo, or is this nothing to do with the medication at all?