I had my first chemo session two weeks ago. I have felt so drained and unable to be on top of things in the house, I wonder how I will ever get through the next five sessions and sometimes think I would rather die. My husband has Parkinson's and a persistent bad back so is limited. Friends in the village are kind and helpful, but there's a limit to what I can ask. Planning and getting meals is the worst thing for me, I find it hard to get my head round that. I need some encouragement please!