Hello fellow survivors. I am looking for some information/help. Diagnosed 9/12 stage 3c with debunking, colon resection. First round carbo/taxol abdominal and port. Recurrence 6/16 in spleen, pelvis and small bowel resection. Just had CT which shows new growth in mesentery near small bowel. Feeling worn and torn. I have been scheduled for a PET scan next week. My first. Just noticed that CT scan says restaging. Should I just assume it is back again and I will have to do this again? How many more reoccurrences before I throw in the towel? Very angry and venting. Just turned 54 with 7 month old granddaughter. God bless us all. Any advice appreciated. Sorry for the somber tone.