Have just returned from the most amazing cruise to the fjords with my lovely daughter and even managed a hefty climb to a glacier in spite of my fizzy feet and fatigue! Had results of my MRI yesterday and the tumours in my liver are growing again so starting carbo and caelyx next week on a four weekly regime. CA125 still 17 though. I am feeling like my positive bubble has burst and really unsure what I should do about work as I am currently on reduced hours but being pressured to increase them. Not going to happen now though so I am wondering about leaving through ill health but don't know where to go for advice as our HR are awful. Anyone have experience of this?