I am coming up to a year post op and one more avastin to go. I was feeling quite jubilant. I asked for my CA result at Avastin 17 and was confident all would be well as it had sat at 15 for about 4 months. I was gutted that it was 42 and more than doubled in 3 weeks. I've had a melt down but now feel strangely calm accepting it's a recurrence. Any thoughts on if it definitely is. I have a scan soon anyway and I know oncologist will not be that bothered at 42 but I think I know.