Well I've survived for 12 and half years with this horrid disease and most of the time apart from when having treatment I've been pretty fit and well. Unfortunately it spread to my liver in September 2015 and despite more Chemo and clinical trials it's kept growing.
I saw my oncologist yesterday and was told that I can't have anymore treatment now as my liver function isn't good enough and my liver is quite enlarged. So basically I've got weeks to go. Already the nausea and tiredness have got worse and now started itching all over. I really do wish assisted dying was legal here. Sorry to be so gloomy but still trying to come to terms with the finality of it.