Hello all. I hope you all had a pain free christmas, and were not stuck cooking all over the holidays. I had the liver biopsy yesterday and I am so relieved, but I don't know why I am. I have to get the results yet and everytime I think about it, it really turns my stomach. Feeling a bit low to be honest. It's all, What if? I would love to take a holiday from myself, it sounds ridiculious I know. I want to cry. It's just hard to be positive all the time. I am drained, both physically and mentally. As well as that my bloods are low and i have to get a transfusion. I dont mean to drag you all down with my post. My husband finds all of this harder to deal with all this than me at times. I just feel alone.