i know this is not the place to post this to, but this is where I'm very comfortable.. I was diagnosed with stage 3b clear cell ovarian cancer august 22. had a big surgery to remove my tumor around the end if july. i needed to fight and needed motivation to do so, I held onto my husband. my husband and I were 10 yrs together, 1 year married, I got married last year.. I just found out yesterday that he was having an affair, the whole time I was in so much pain around august-sept. he was having an affair. oh and I forgot to say he had to leave after marriage to work, he is in another country right now. I just can't, I don't know what to do, I don't want to be with him yet i want to be with him still. I'm even crying ny eyes out right now. how could some people be so cruel.. so, so cruel, he said he wants to fix everything and that he only did it once because he was drunk, i'm deeply hurt like I don't want to fight for my life anymore🙁 I'm truly sorry for posting this here and is not appropriate i'll delete it soon..