Hi there, I just found this site and had some really good reads. I just had my 4th chemo of taxol/carbo on Monday. It's taken me down more than ever this time. I'm scheduled for debulking surgery on the 17th may. I have anxiety. Not so much about the surgery, but about the time afterwards when I will not be up to doing much. The anxiety is brought on when I am not doing anything. I read, knit, colour etc.... But I can't do that all day. I try to watch tv but cannot concentrate. It's like I'm shaking inside my body as soon as an activity I am doing comes to an end. Any advice would be appreciated???