Had my last appointment with my old oncologist today to talk about CT scan that happened on the 23 June,he said most areas had regressed except one part in my abdomen,he had mentioned avavist in his last letter that I would be a good candidate ,but today has done a total uturn and as changed his mind because he said of the blood clot I had I would not be suitable ,but if I want to try Avaist he would do the paper work but state his concerns,and also surgery was also out of the question ,so I what next ........monitor you every 12weeks ?with CA125test .......scans .........No symptoms . Oh my God what symptoms I did not have any really until it was to late and look at the mess I am in now ,and my symptoms were to do with my thyroid going .I did not get a bloated belly or the felling of being full ect ,so what in God's name should I be looking for from now on ???????????.I am so confused and deflated never mind finding a new oncologist ,I might find a new hospital or why bother ,I think I stand a better chance of fighting this cancer on my own because this last six months there as only been the first nurse who did my ultrasound and pushed my appointment through and the chemo nurse who have been there .My faith in the health profession is at a low.
Thank you for my rant Ann xxx