Hi guys
I had a bad couple of weeks and I’ve just pulled out of it thank god !! But it’s left me feel so rubbish that I had a step back when I was doing so well.
It basically went down hill when I thought it was a great idea to go back onto the birth control pill and it got to day 14 of taken them and my god did my OCD hit the roof. I had intrusive thoughts and random memories form child hood ( not sure if it was even a true memory) one of the main intrusive thoughts , that hit me was a thought I was going to harm my indoor rabbit 🐰! Which was so scary to have and the thought was in my head when I was trying to sleep! I literally was crying myself to sleep just myself and that thought. I knew I obviously wouldn’t do such a thing and it was just an intrusive thought but my head was in such a bad place I couldn’t get it out. I just wanted to know if anyone had this experience before with hormones and changes. It makes me also worried that what if one day I want a child my hormones would make my OCD bad. :/ OCD is controlling my Future wants as it just makes me scared to go ahead with things!