Hello. I'm new here.
I've suffered from OCD for almost 2 years. I'm a gay 20 male.
Anyway yesterday I was very horny and had an sexual experience with a man.
It was the first time that I gave a blowjob and I freaking regret it so much.
It makes me feel very gross for some reason. I mean I did nothing wrong cause we both were consensual adults but my mind is stuck. I don't know how to handle this. I can't stop thinking and replaying the event on my mind. OCD definitely plays a role here but although I know it,there's NOTHING to do so I can feel better. Has anyone had any similar experience. How did it affect you?
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