I am in the U.S. But am wondering what the hell happened to me? About 5 months ago, i thought i was having an anyuresm then a heart problem. I have every test under the sun!!! Then All of a sudden i developed intrusive thoughts about harming my kids and family. I dont even want to go home some days because i feel like im scared i will hurt my family. I am seeing a therapist who says I have extreme anxiety. I have also seen a holistic doctor for hormones. I started on cortisol, bhrt, and htp at night. I am not a bad person but scared to be in the same room with knives guns or anything and feel like i cant be around anything violent. My mind has me going crazy all day. this is so weird how it just suddenly happened. I just spend time praying and crying all day!! so scared of myself!!