right guys back from the hospital,really long walk from station(this had diminished to a rather feeble shuffle by my arrival)but when i got in the pain was so great it literally stopped me dead, it came in waves and in one knee,which kinda threw my nurse which got me thinking have i got ra?i have seen two consultants and they both say yes,i have nodules on my hands symetrically (3 on each middle knuckle) i have intense pain episodes im always tired and for want of a better description always feel a bit"shitty".
My onset came in may and almost exactly coincided with my diagnosis blood tests came back positive so it looks like a pretty done deal.......or does it i still think to myself hmmm maybe i dont have it and sometimes i smile and think ahh theyve got this wrong but then my world comes crashing down as it feels like im having nails hammered into my knees and ankles.
i did not talk to my nurse about this as was desperate for some relief and treatment,so i worry that i am in denial,because deep down subconciously i am shitting it(again sorry for the swearing but its flowing)
p.si am restarting mtx via injection again
and a butt jab