I've been real busy and active. Almost like how I use to be. My biggest worry was what dress shall I wear today.
It's almost like having 2 lives - when cimzia works it really work and I can almost forget that I've got ra, but it runs out, this time I got 11 days and I am now fed up of morning stiffness, but I have a dull ache in my knees, in particular the right knee. Had it all day. I took anti flam today, so the pain is reduced, but its still a dull ache and because today is mtx I've not taken pain relief this afternoon and waiting to take it later when I do the mtx injection. I'm furious that I feel this way again.
Having to accept that limitations for a burst of life is proving hard & difficult. Why is it we can't have it all?
I know I should not moan as others have it worse, but I've been bad for so long, it almost as if I've been teased. Enough said.
On a positive note - I've started dinner as hubby is taking a small school party to the olympics (Earls court), to watch badminton with a couple of other teachers. This I think is ironic as we applied for tickets and never got any. We had to contribute for the building of the olympics when we lived in london, but yet they have empty seats.
My eldest has just walked in and saved me the burden from cooking!
Take care all Sci x