Hi all
I’ve managed to get an appointment with the Rheumy nurse today f2f. I started on Sulfasalazine just over 2 years ago, I was slow to improve and had steroid injections to help along the way. I changed trusts after one year due to lack of appointments and just general mayhem prompted by my GP.
The new trust are much better, but after trying all 4 dmards I am still in pain and just feel like I’m deteriorating very quickly. I was put on Methotrexate, Sulphasalazine and Hydroxy last October after having the biggest flare ever trying Leflunomide. I cut out hydroxychloroquine in Feb due to stomach problems. I had a steroid injection last October at the same time I started this combination and felt things were improving but now realise it was probably the steroid injection and not the meds. Since January my CRP has gone up every month (it has not got below 9 at its best Nov/Dec) from 49 in October. The last test was 29, but I can feel it’s just going up I now know the signs.
I now realise I’ve been surviving on steroid jabs. My wrists are swollen, hands are painful middle fingers swollen, ankles inflamed etc etc. Driving is painful and I am worried they will just want to put my on a higher dose of Methotrexate and change me to injections which I tried 18 months ago briefly and ended up in bed feeling nauseous and generally unwell.
I know you need to fit a certain criteria to take biologics which if I’m honest I feel quite nervous about. I know I’m quite sensitive when it comes to taking medication, if they don’t agree my body soon tells me, I usually end up being physically sick. I’m hoping that they give me another steroid injection today, which is not doing my bone density any good (I had breast cancer and the drugs seriously depleted my bone density 11 years ago) so I’m stuck but can’t live with this much pain much longer even with pain killers that take the edge off at best and they are not doing my stomach much good after 8 months!
If they do suggest biologics how quickly does it take to get them and how do they choose which one? Feeling apprehensive about it all, but know I can’t keep on like this. I am widowed and live on my own and struggle to keep positive, I sometimes think it would be nice to go to sleep and not wake up, I’m so fed up with the morning pain.
Thanks for listening