I can continue to take low dose Mtx. , but since missing one and therefore realising fully the horrid way Mtx seems to steal my mojo, I am not sure I want to do even that. I seriously slide into depression on Mtx for some reason. I might try it for a few weeks but, well we shall see.
The only route forward for me is biologics again, but having suffered problems with both Amgevita and Benepali the field is narrowing. Both of these though, work in a similar fashion, but both caused severe hair loss and Benepali also caused an allergic reaction, and actually Amgevita didn't work. What next?
I am having an internal debate regarding pain relief in the meantime and possibly calling my GP for advice. Perhaps I should, it wouldn't hurt.