Just need advice. As you know I've bee off for the last year and saw Rheunies yesterday. to cut a long story short they don't think the Enbrel is working for me but will in one month do my DAS score(yes they do it) and decide on future treatment. The feeling and what they told me is that some people dont respond to treatment and that they usually tell people to try to keep working but they think if I do I might get worse or spend all my days off in bed! I have been crying since the appointment. She said however miracles do happen and she wants to be more clear in one month.
However I have just had a call from work saying i have to go to a meeting tomoro as I have been off a year, I'm scared they will say the job cant be held any longer for me, but am now worried what the consultant says about her feelings i should stop. I am bored rigid. i have always worked since i was 13! i like using the money for holidays. If it had happened 5 years from now i would have been happy to stop.
So do i stay or do i go. Do I say nothing and hope they will retire me on ill health or do i try to go back if the job is available to me, i dont know...at all.. I wish they would just say, but the way the Government is they will not have benefits for me....need you girls and boys.
Maybe i should just wait to see what they say tomoro and then get union help???