Hi everybody, I'n new and write from Italy so forgive My English.
I've been suffering from rhematoide artritis since 2013. I've been on different medications: methotrexate (no effective at all); steroids (make me crazy, I kept screaming at my children and students), therapeutic cannabis (worked wonders on pain but I was always dizzy and whenever I took my car was scared of causing accidents or being stopped by police). The last two medications I tried were tofacitinib( xeljanz) and baricitinib (olumiant). The first made me completely sleepless, always restless, with the constant sensation of having pins in my blood and couldn't even talk because of anxiety and fast heartbeating, so I interrupted it even if my rheumy didn't agree because I had a good control of the pain, then I tried olumiant and I had opposite reaction depression, extreme fatigue, I could only sleep. So when i last saw my rheumy she was quite annoyed because in her opinion I exaggerate symptons maybe because I haven't accepted the disease ( who would? Would she?) . My feeling is that she doesn't believe me or underestimate these side effects which maybe are seen as minor ones compared to more dangerous ones. What do you think? Would you suspend the treatment with my side effects or would you stick to it?
At the moment I have no cure....She thought I needed detox...