I have decided to agree to one more infusion (not rapid) but I want to know what else we can try. I hate MTX and it does nothing for me but there are still other drugs. I cannot wait for the holidays to end so we can get back to business. I do not want to be a difficult patient but will not be a doormat either. I am just so very tired. Do not have a lot of fight left in me, today. I will table the entire issue until Monday.
It has been raining ☔️ continuously. I am aware of the horrific storms hitting the east coast and feel terrible for them. I also am feeling sorry for myself today. The pain is so relentless. It is a burning pain. It makes me dream for the day they invent sensors for pain. I should would love to share the experience with my doctor.