Hello everybody!
I hope this is the right place to post. I feel bad as I see many of you are suffering and I may not even have RA!
It all started back in early July when I woke up one morning, went to grab a bottle of water from the side of my bed and the grabbing action caused pain in my hand. It wasn’t severe, but was enough to make me put the bottle down. I picked up the bottle again and the same thing happened. I brushed it off and thought that maybe I had just hurt my hand from something else.
Over the next week or so, it was still causing me pain and my fingers started to hurt in both hands. I thought it was time to see a doctor so I called my GP and arranged an appointment. At my appointment in late July, the GP asked if I had any swelling or any pain elsewhere in my body. I mentioned that I occasionally also had some pain in my feed but that was it. No visible swelling at all. She arranged for me to have some blood tests that included CRP, FBC, glucose random - gp, electrolytes (Na, Cr, K), liver profile, bone profile and thyroid function.
The results came back all clear. I went back to my GP (it was a different doctor this time) to see what the next step was. She said that as I had no inflammation, the pain hadn’t got worse or spread and my results were clear to wait and see and book another appointment if things got worse or changed. After around two or three weeks, I noticed I started to get painful feet and painful knees especially when walking up the stairs.
I’ve booked another appointment which I had this Saturday just gone (14th October). The doctor decided to order an x-ray of my hands to see if that showed anything. She also decided to refer me to a rheumatologist. I asked if there was anything she suspected, but she said due to the lack of inflammation and clear blood tests it was unlikely to be RA. However, she said there could be other forms of arthritis it may be, or it may be something totally different but that it was worth getting a specialist to see me.
I went to go for my x-ray tonight, but my car broke down, so couldn’t make it. Still waiting for the RAC to turn up as I write this post!
The fact that I’ve had so swelling at all throughout the last few months reassured me and so do my blood tests. However I know from reading online and this forum that doesn’t necessarily mean I haven’t got RA. I also never wake up with morning stiffness. If anything, the the problem stays the same throughout the day or gets slightly worse as the day goes on, but no stiffness when I wake up. However the pain is there pretty much every day. It isn’t severe but enough for me to notice it is there.
I have spoken to my partner about this, and she is very supportive, but thinks that it may be related to potential health anxiety. I have to admit, every small thing that goes wrong, I convince myself I have some sort of disease. So maybe she’s right. But nonetheless, the pain is definitely there and has been here for now around four months. I think using my mobile phone is potentially making it worse.
Over the last couple of days, I think that I may be getting some pain in my muscles as well, but again, where I am fixating on the problem so much, maybe I’m not?
It’s starting to really get me down, is there really something wrong with me, or am I making myself go crazy?
I just thought that if I post online to people that have probably gone through this themselves, I may get some help / advice.
Thanks everyone and sorry for the long post!