Off to see Hematologist today. Thank you all for your kind words of support. It is far more meaningful as you have all experienced this for yourself. Although many symptoms are unique to the individual we share the same framework. It is all incompasing. It affects all aspects of your life. I certainly know many of you are dealing with far worse. The availability of a social worker is six weeks. There is at least eight month wait for a shrink. I choose to pass on both. I feel others can benefit far more than I ca. I also had a run in with one in 1998. My left knee blew up and they did orthoscopic surgery. The doctor in ER decided I was depressed and stuck me on a psych ward. I escaped after my surgery on a pass. I left hospital with a large bag of drugs. I threw them out . Was rushed back in with delirium. They had to withdraw certain drugs gradually. Since then I will not take any psychotropic drugs. The shrink in question has since lost his license to practice. Just my luck lol
Genetics also informed me that I am not French, only 5% and 40% Irish and British. So officially can now say "Luck of the Irish".☘️ Again the support I am getting from all of you is more than enough. I do great for the most part. Thank you all and hope you all have a great day.