Just been to the drs. this morning as i was in so much pain. My hands hurt to touch my neck and shoulders as well as my ankles. I don't know how to put one foot in front of the other. Also i am wheezing which isn't helping my breathing. I don't know how to carry on. I am not suicidel,but i said the other day i would be better of dead. This i told to the dr. this morning. So he upped my steroids to 30mgs a day in the hope that this will help. He can't give me anything else as i am on most of the drugs need to help me.
I came out of there and cried on my hubbys shoulder thats how bad i feel. Anyway the steroids are in my system and i am to take them for five days then back to my normal 5mgs.
It is a lovely day outside here today and i am sitting out there in the hope that the sun will help me.xxx