Hi all,
I am still going strong and still smoke free. I have the worst chest infection and cold. my energy levls are practically zero. Yesterday I slept until 12 after going to bed at 10pm! so I assume I have some sort of virus or cold! I think I need to bite the bullet and get an anti biotic. So last week I did not feel good at all as this has over clouded any achievement I had made. I feel like I have just one more apron string to snip then I will be free forever. I had some wine on Friday night and people were smoking round me. my mind thinks its time for a cigarette and forgets ive quit then I remember....then the psychological cravings begin..but they eased as I literary said to myself "there is no point in craving cause your not getting one." and as I say it eased and I enjoyed the rest of my night. then woke up on Saturday feeling so proud...even though I havnt been smoking when drinking I still feel pride every time I waken up after a night out! its rewarding in itself. I really feel amazing and pride in myself for being so good. my mind set is so different as I just know ill never smoke again. I find it disgusting, stinking and see how bad it is for my health.
I still take it a day at a time - but for the first time ever, I feel as though I am non smoker, not an ex smoker or a reformed smoker...but a non smoker. and that's a pretty good feeling.
my moods can be quite low, the fatigue is bad, my bowel movements are awful but I can smell, taste and improve in my personal training classes. one day at a time...but I have got this.
It is up there as one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. but also the most rewarding.
How is everyone else getting on?