Just as I thought I was starting to feel better...
I did not smoke, but I struggled big time yesterday all day and today all day long...
I'm very annoyed and disappointed with myself that I am even listening to the stupid thoughts in my head.
Why?! Just why?!.... I just don't get it.
I see people relapsing because clearly they haven't made up their mind yet...but I have!
I do not want to smoke, I do not want to be a smoker anymore but I can't continue to live and act like a lunatic! Is there an end to this?????!
Sorry guys! Very bad today!
As a good friend (forum) told me...I need a kick in the b.....t