i know stopping smoking is hard but lately i feel like my world is just crumbling around me.
i dont wanna go in to a big long winded story but ever since my dad died it just seems as though everything is shit. and all i wanna do is smoke. cause now i dont care about stopping cause i just want something nice to do in my life and everything seems so shitty that at least if i had a cig it would be a relief, even if it was for only a few minutes.
i have quit smoking for over 6 weeks now so the only reason i havent had one is cause of the time. but i do want one and if life dont get better soon well, im only human so.........
thanx for listening to me being really depressive. im usually bubbly, honest!!!!! x x x:rolleyes: x x x