Hello, So i went a whole week ecig free and stupidly gave into its allure. After a day the novelty wore out when i realised how horrid it feels to have nicotine running through your veins (dont be fooled those who are getting nostalgic, it makes you feel real anxious).
Im really spotty again as well, which is why i quit smoking in the first place. I looked back at photos of when i was totally nicotine free and i look so FRESH! i l look really well rested and my skin glows. Now i look tired, spotty and quite frankly washed out. I HAD IT! I went to puff on my ecig bout an hour ago and stopped myself.
It has to stop at some point. There is never a good time to stop. It wont be easier after I have done A,B or C. Yes i am going out drinking on Saturday but who cares if im abit anxious? thats what booze is for. Im so fed up of this lingering addiction. I havent smoked in 11 months, but i feel very much addicted still. Im very proud i havent smoked, but I dont want this 'relationship' anymore. I AM JUST DONE! no more.
Time for the 'no matter what' mantra, which got me through my early days.
Giving up ecig, attempt 2....lets go.