Ner Ner

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Ha! You thought you'd tricked me. You thought you had me back within your grasp. "Go to the shop" you told me "and buy some smokes. You may as well, you'll cave eventually."

So I did. "Ten Malboro Lights please" (felt so weird asking this after almost seven weeks). I saw the look on my boyrfiend's face and felt immediately guilty.

"It's okay" you told me "He'll soon get used to it and won't give you that disappointed look for long."

Thought you had me, didn't you?

I wasn't concerned about the fact that I'd be right back to ten a day, and I had even planned how I would tell all the people that have been right behind me since the beginning. All that has mattered to me over the last couple of weeks, is when I will give in. When will I choose to make the switch back to "smoker"?

But you did not count upon the awesomeness of the one and only Gemma Lou! :eek:

*places Gemma on pedestal and hopes she doesn't fear heights*

This woman, once again, talked me down and didn't once tell me to get a grip of myself. She listened, agreed, disagreed, advised, comforted and a million other things within a few sentances. God, I must have bored the hell out of you!

You may not get the hint yet you b*****d, but you will eventually :cool:

P.s. The ciggies have been disposed of, just in case you were wondering.

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I must also thank Max again too. Not sure how I'd have got to near seven weeks without your straight talking and (rather rude, at times) jokes. x

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*Polishes her halo*

I only helped, you're way stronger than you give yourself credit for!!

And you didn't bore me!!

I however, must have bored the hell out of my friends early on when I was tipsy - including one poor guy (who smokes but has really supported me) and he always talked me round - even ended up giving me a straw to smoke

I'm really glad you made the right choice hun xxx

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well done, not for buying them but for having them in your grasp and refusing to smoke them! while you are up on that pedestal, give the halo a little polish and give yourself a pat on the back.

So pleased you didnt give in to the evil voice lurking behind every corner! xxx

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well done, not for buying them but for having them in your grasp and refusing to smoke them! while you are up on that pedestal, give the halo a little polish and give yourself a pat on the back.

So pleased you didnt give in to the evil voice lurking behind every corner! xxx

He's trying. Really trying at the moment. He's been almost successful two times, but I just need to keep my faith that it will get easier.

Thanks Trea Right now is the first time in weeks that I've been able to see through the brain fog, so it's given me another boost. Hopefully this one will carry me through to an even nicer place. xxx

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Sort of "close but no cigarette" for Nic oTine

If it's helped clear your brain fog then that can only be good!!

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That's great Sarah, really pleased you've resisted! I think sometimes it helps to get that close to caving, when you win out in the end it helps encourage you that you CAN get past to the other side. As always, ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY GEMSTER!!!

Tehehe, indeed Kat And how are you today? Xxx

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thats really cool, I hope sarah prints it off to keep with her xx:cool:

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proud of YOU Sarah Lou!!!

Might have to do a poem hmm lemme think...

Sarah Lou wasnt really in the mood

to drink water,chew some gum or eat some food;

What she had in mind was to buy some fags to smoke

Feeling that her quit had stalled and might be broke

So she bought a pack up,of these deadly sticks

All those years had they served up their mental kicks.

Her poor fella,standing there quite glum,

Had decided,the fateful day had come;

but a lady,known to us as Gem

Was to save not just her,but them;

She advised,listened and opined

Until Sarah went and changed her mind!

So we thank young Gemma from our hearts

She has saved our Sarah,Queen of Tarts!!! :D

Max, that is awesome!

My very own poem xxx

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Love the poem Max and well done Sarah!