Well Day 4 has been a bit of an odd one. Had a bit of a stressful morning so nicodemon decided to stick his two pence in (arsehole)! He didnt win then either
Anyways he's trying his luck again. Finish work now shortly until Tuesday, off to Bristol with all the girls tomorrow evening to see my sis, really looking forward to it but nervous at the same time as we'll be out drinking.
Two of the girls are smokers and the other three (four including me :)) aren't, nicodemon is whispering, now is not the time to quit, you may as well give in for this weekend and then start again when you come back. Sure your not going to enjoy your weekend without me. I wish he'd beat it.
I was telling the nurse about me going away and she told me not to worry about it and dwell on it, just take it step by step. I think i'm afraid that i'm too weak and I'll give in so need to give myself a good talking too!
Any advice peeps on how to shut this monster up and tell myself I will enjoy this weekend. Also i'm off tomorrow but dont leave until 5 so afraid of my free time if you know what I mean.