When I quit I promised myself I wouldn't become one of those ex smokers. You know the sort, looking down their nose at smokers, telling everyone they should quit, thinking about how much smokers stink etc etc
Epic fail!! I found myself today getting really frustrated with my ex who was saying he should give up but couldn't do it at the moment, not the right time, didn't want to, wasn't ready, couldn't do it etc etc MAN UP MAN!! Was what my head was screaming yes it's hard but you feel SOOO much better for it!
I went out with some friends who all smoke and ended up doing a clothes wash at 2am when I got in as they smelt so well faggy
And those people huddled outside buildings in the rain, tragic!
The thing is this was all me five weeks ago I even moaned to people before I quit that I didn't want to because 'I loved smoking' how things have changed!
I wish there was something we could bottle or promote that could promote these things to all the smokers out there. My friends and my ex just think I am an annoying ex smoker!! Maybe I am I just wish I could share the energy of this forum with them and 'save' them!!
Pointless post really I guess it just hit me today on day 35 (woop!) I think this is it I am in it for the long term I can't see myself going back I have become a dreaded ex smoker! Doh!!