Although being on day 10 feels fantastic and I am very proud, I am filled with in-trepidation for tonights party. It will be not only the first alcohol past my lips since quitting, but the first time going to town for over a year. I know that probably 80% of attendees are smokers, so this will push me to my limits. Alcohol, as with some of you I am sure, has been my downfall. At, present there are two things giving me the confidence to get through tonight smoke free. 1) My own determination, which is strong. 2) The fact that tomorrow I want to post on here and tell you all my successful tale.
Well that's all for now.