I have been really struggling with my quit the last few days and last night i almost caved in. I thought i could deal with having rolling tobacco at home but it's not really helping. There's nothing i cannot do about it as my lass still smokes and i have to do the rolling for her.
My head is constantly banging on about having "just one" and the amount of food i'm munching through is ridiculous. Some mornings i wake up feeling liked i've smoked a load of fags the previous night. My mouth is dry and and i have a sore throat at the moment.
Anyway i just like to thank everyone for the good wishes i've received so far. I do feel a bit of a hypocrite offering support to other people on here and yet i can't deal with my own demons.It's a tough nut to crack this smoking malarkey but i have to do it as i'm turning 40 this year. I can't keep delaying quits or failing them.
The good news though is that my smoking CV says i have been smoke free for 12 days.